Sunday, February 7, 2010

These two...



might break this shopping cart. I reminded them that it was not a stroller for anyone weighing in at 25 lbs. or more. Brynn could barely push Baylen and Baylen was just cruising along w/ Bee in tow. Funny stuff!

Things my Son has flushed down the toilet


1. 3 baby washcloths

*sigh* ahh the life of having a boy. thank God he doesn't have a twin brother! LOL

Brynn watched him do it I think just because she knew he was going to own that incident ALL by himself. haha

When I asked her why she didn't tell him to stop or tell him not to put them in the toilet and flush them, her response was, "But mom, the washcloths are already gone!"

Um yeah...you're right!!! I know! haha

Saturday, February 6, 2010

Brynnisms Part IV

I pick up Brynn and Bay yesterday and she's upset.

B: "Mom, I got hurt today! Look at my bump on my head!"

M: "Oh my, lady, that IS a big bump..awww...what happened?"

B: "Torin and I went like this: kkkkkhhhhkk (her hands are in fists pounding each other) and we hit heads outside."

M: "Oh honey, that looks like it hurts. I'm sorry. Are you okay?"

B: "Yeah, but it still hurts, momma."

M: "We'll keep an eye on it, okay?"

***********LATER AT AZTECA********

We meet Dj there and sit in our booth.

D: "Bee, how was your day today?"
M: "She got hurt today, dad. Brynn, tell him what happened."
B: retells her story (same one she told me) "I'm having a rough day today!"

LATER in convo:

Yesterday she got in trouble at school for trying to choke her friend, Elsa. Elsa took a toy from her and she became angry so she decided choking her was a good option. Where she learned choking from, I am guessing is someone else she saw do it at school? Older child, perhaps? Anyway, we had a long talk on Thursday why choking is not okay even when you're angry at someone. We talked about other things we could do or say when someone upsets us, but choking was never okay. She promised me no more choking. So then at supper out last night she proudly announces to Dj and I:

B: "Mom, Dad, I didn't choke anyone today!"
;)

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Brynn playing with her horses and pretending they can talk: LOL
Horse 1: "but I wanna go to the park, mom (whiney voice)"

Horse 2: "Okay, you can go to the park."

Horse 1: "Yes! Thank you momma I am excited to go to the park."

We had to tell the kids yesterday...

our students were upset. They didn't quite understand. My students want to fight it. "What can we do, Mrs. Fitz?" they asked. "Can we go talk to the school board next week?" Yes you can. "Can we strike?" I can't answer that. "Can we do a walk out?" I can't answer that, either. "This is ridiculous, Mrs. Fitz!" "How can we keep Mr. Ryan?" "We need to do something!" "This isn't right! THis isn't fair!" and with that, they walked out upset, confused, with a letter in their hands to take home to their parents.

I am interested to see if this issue with our school will create some community concern and we can come together and work towards solving this problem. We have GOT to do something. It takes a village...

Thursday, February 4, 2010

Today=Disappointment. BIG TIME

I walked out of a school meeting today at 5:00 p.m. Why so late? Because today our Supt. told us that the federal gov't wants to restructure our school. Our school has always had issues with passing tests. That's because our school has a group of students who have lots and lots of issues. 80% Free and Reduced Lunch. Many of our kids come to us reading several grades BELOW grade level. One of the most diverse schools in the state. Title I school. Kids with broken families. Kids with broken lives. But you know what? They show up to school to learn. And I am there to teach them. I am there to counsel them. I am there to parent them. I am there to guide them. I am there to help them. I am there to support them. And what do we get in return? A slap in the face.

This is all coming down from our State Board of Education per the federal government. The one I support. The one I voted for. I never thought education reform would mean this for ME. for MY school. like THIS. Option one: close our school. Option two: get rid of our principal and 50% of our staff. Option 3: become a charter school by hiring an outside agency to "run" it. Option four: agree to make some major changes which also involves losing staff and the admin. What option would YOU choose? NONE of them. They all suck. They are all unfair. Listening to the Supt. today felt like a punch in the gut. Everyone was upset. There were tears from some, anger from others. How can we lose our principal? our VP? They are the BEST in the district. We have the best teachers. How can we lose anyone. Who would they choose? How would they choose? it is all very upsetting. I cried. Words cannot explain how special Cascade is to me. I could have left that place a long time ago, but through thick and thin, I've stayed. There's just so much about those kids, the staff, and that school that has me so attached.

And I think the worst part of it all is that I feel like my hands are tied. There is very little wiggle room for boycotting this, for fighting this. And that makes it so frustrating. It doesn't matter that we face so many challenges teaching our kids. It doesn't matter to the government officials at all. We are just supposed to teach them and make them pass. No matter what. I WISH it was that easy. Hell, if that were the case, we'd have a lot more people signing up to become a teacher.

I have always been a big supporter of Obama. That's no lie. But this stuff--this education reform is super disappointing to me and it makes me feel like I can't breathe. :( I wrote a letter to him tonight and I really really hope he reads it. I know it's wishful thinking, but I hope someone important reads that letter and responds. I hope really hope the feds change their minds about what reform should REALLY look like. Because honestly, throwing money at the school and getting rid of teachers and admin won't change the kinds of kids we're teaching at CMS. But my job is not done. I have more people to email: our school board members. Members of the State Board of Ed., OPSI, Randy D., and even my local representatives. I'm not finished yet.

Here's the letter I sent to Obama tonight:

Dear President Obama,

Today, I was disappointed after I left a meeting held at my "failing" school. I was told we had 4 options to choose from in order to begin the “reform” process. All of them were options I didn’t want to choose. Why? Because none of them seemed fair. Our teachers are amazing. Our administration is the best we've had in the 10 years I've taught there. Our kids struggle with so many issues outside of school and come to us as middle schoolers mostly reading way below grade level. We all work so hard to support and teach our students and help them reach the highest level possible. We push our kids out of their learning comfort zones. I guess what I am most disappointed in is the fact that nothing is being taken into consideration. 80% of our students are part of the Free & Reduced Lunch program. We have one of the most diverse schools in the state of WA, including a large population of ELL and Special Ed, AND our kids live in poverty. Sadly, none of that matters to your administration. I sat listening to you, Mr. Obama speak in Jefferson, Iowa (we were visiting family during the holidays) when you were campaigning saying you wanted to reform education, but I didn’t think it would mean punishing my students and my colleagues. I didn’t think it would mean my school would have to go through massive, ridiculous changes like I heard today. I sat there, listening to you, 6.5 months pregnant, crying and praying for change, hoping you would be our next President. I have always been one of your biggest supporters. But today, I left that meeting feeling hopeless and extremely disappointed in the decisions your administration is making. What if my colleague next door is asked to leave? What if I am? I just wish you would have asked us first what we, the teachers thought. I feel like we are always blamed for not teaching our students, when, really, it is quite the opposite, especially at our inner city “failing” school. I love my students. I love teaching them. I love that school. And the fact that everything we’ve worked to build there is being ripped out from underneath of us is just heart-breaking. ☹ Please, I am begging you to generate some additional options to help our school. I know you are busy, Mr. Obama, but I hope to hear from you.

Sincerely,
Sarah Erdmann, a devoted but concerned educator



I only had 2500 characters so I had to scale it down. As angry as I was when I left school today, the anger turned into utter disappointment. For the first time in a long time, my hopes have been severely crushed.

Tuesday, February 2, 2010

Brynnisms Part III



Conversation on the way home today:

Brynn is "talking" on her pretend cell phone in the backseat on the way home from daycare.

Me: Brynnie, what'd you do in Spanish today?

Brynn: Mom, don't talk to me when I'm talkin' to Clara Bell on the phone!

Me: Oh sorry. I didn't realize you were still talking to her.

Brynn: Next time wait until I hang up.

Me: Sorry, honey.

Brynn: That's okayyyy (-kay part is high pitched and sweet), mom.


Music Lady came to daycare today (she does a music program w/ the kids every other week)

Brynn @ dinner table: (sings part of a song I don't know about squirrels) and then sings: and one, and two, and 3, and 4, and 5, and 6, and 7, and 8, and 9, and 10....NOW EVERYBODY All together!!! (and she makes the gesture like a conductor for everyone to sing together)

Monday, February 1, 2010

I'm starting to write poetry again ♥

and it feels good. Man that well was sure dry for awhile...